Feeling a bit tired today; have a night in with my mum and D7; early night will probably do me good. Picked up D7 from H today, d eldest half sister (27) was there with H. First time that I have seen her since my H left at end of January. I felt so upset but held my dignity and respect. She was very cold to me..........indicative of the way that my H's family have turned against me. Its so sad; they have been my family for ten years and now I do not exist. I am grieving for my H, my M and my lost family...... Its so hard but I am keeping on going........
