Hi there. My name is Nicole. I don't have any advice, I just wanted to say that I understand, and am feeling the same. Hopeful one minute and completely hopeless the next. The mixed messages are so confusing. My H says things like it is over and done his mind is made up then he texts me good morning how are you. I am like...is he just wondering, does he really care how I am because the truth is I am doing BAD HORRIBLE TERRIBLE MESSED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, I wish you the best...take care and write me anytime. Nicole
