bnd,,,,please understand that i am not ignoring everyones advice. i am trying real hard to get him out of my head. i wish so hard that i didnt think about him. i get so mad that he has someone. i do think of him as being dead and i try and think what would i do different. it works for awhile until i see a happy couple and then i get mad at him again. i want to stop caring about him. how long does it take to move on and stop thinking of him? after everything he has done to me why do i still love him? can someone answer this?????????? bnd, i do do things, but the thoughts keep racing thru my mind. i have hobbies and friends but i still miss him.
