Man, lately I've been trying to sort my own head out. Divorce is a sure thing, I've been through some emotional ups and downs. And I've gone from 'DB Guru' to 'How many times can I put my foot in my mouth?' when posting to people.
It's like I've lost that grounded part of me. I'm spinning a little and thought I'm a lot less in the dumps, I'm still in it.
W and I don't live in the same house any longer. D18 lives with me, D13 with W in a small apt. D13 comes over often because she doesn't like having to deal with W's Boyfriend of 9 months.
I keep working to GAL, make some money, save my house. The upside is that business is improving, and I'm pretty much 'over' W. Just sad, that's all. It helps that we don't talk much.
As it is now, she is financially bad off. I pay most of the big bills like car insurance, cell phones, other common 'family' things. She uses our joint checking account to shop for food for her and D13 and I make sure there's a good amount of money in it.
Time to work out the financials soon. Should be able to divorce by June.
I'm trying to balance supporting her decisions, and not rescuing her. But I can understand how hard it's been for us to be together given all of our individual problems.
