Slowly but surely - detach and 180

[hopefulinEG]

Well I talked about it before and I think I really am going to give up. If she ever came to me I would talk but no guarantee at this point I would want to reconcile. Because I do believe in marriage and for the kids I would never dismiss it off hand but I feel like I have been betrayed to much to trust her again.

I got new information from her last night that confirmed the worst and she does not deserve me. I am going to keep on doing what I learned in DB about GAling and taking care of myself and detaching and having a ducks back but I am going to stop trying and stop hoping. I feel like I have just been continuing to rip the scab off my wound and I need to let it heal.

I will keep checking in hear because I want to follow others stories but I won't be keeping up this thread anymore.

Good luck everyone. I know there are successes out there.