Wow Ali, that was some night and some very mixed emotions. Maybe thats why they say to take it slow. I think all the thoughts of Helen are very normal, like you say you haven't given her much headroom up 'til now-all good DBing but when your brought face to face with her existance so to speak pretty hard to ignor. I know you felt
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BUT, I was more affectionate with him and got worried I was almost too all over him.
BUT he did say he wanted you to sleep in his bed.(gosh girl you could have said maybe next time or made a slight effort of needing some woo-ing but you pushed him up the stairs!) I guess thats called seizing the moment. At some point you will need to confront all your fears and the elephant but maybe not now.
Sounds a beautiful cottage, we can all come for our hols when you move in! Can he afford it on his own or will he need a flatmate? So lots to think about but you had your night in his arms, ahhhh sigh. The rest can wait until after college is over.
I imagine you with a big grin on your face,like the cat who got the cream.
