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I felt like you were reading these words from my own story, its so close its hard to believe

He moved out and I was faced with looking at my part in the things that went wrong in our relationship. Everyone thinks that I'm incredibly strong and dignified, and that I've handled this situation with a lot of grace, but inside I feel like I'm dying.

I found myself being told by a friend on friday night how dignified they think I have been/am being through all of this. But what I always think to myself is 'i feel like im dying inside'

You are both right keeping busy learning and working on ourselves is the best thing. I still struggle with the acceptance part some days. Judy I think you have done so well especially considering the fire disaster. I like your list. I need to start doing that. A list to get me going, once I start I am usually half way to feeling ok by then!

Keep strong and positive.