he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

well, perhaps my email worked, he came to bed and as i phrased it to my h, we had intimate contact...

its a wonder with him if my saying anything has the effect on him or if he just decides on his own what to do.

i have learned over the last year that the best "medium" for communicating how i feel is to email him. it is a good way for me to get my feelings heard. most of the time he doesnt respond in email, he shows his response in actions.

in any event, i feel alittle better for the moment.