It is good that you set yourself some goals for today. Don't beat yourself up if you don't meet all of them.
50% of marriages DO NOT fail. Try to look at it that way. I wish I could tell you how to stop the dreaming about H. I still have those dreams, too. It makes waking up to reality all the more painful.
I watched Yes Man last night, and really enjoyed it. I recommend watching it.
Me: 48 H: 47 M: 16 years Separated: 4/24/09 3 cats, no kids My Story