IF you were to go back and really read all of your old threads you will see that this was pointed out to you a while ago.
I guarantee that even if your Ex Husband called you tomorrow and you actually had a decent conversation you would not be satisfied. You would want more.
Please Renee, stop.
Can you try to pretend he is dead. Or that he is overseas and there is no way to contact him.
All of this is a process, and it takes time to heal.
But you have many people giving you advice and you choose to ignore it.
Accept the fact that he is now your EX.
Accept the fact that he has moved on with his life.
Accept the fact that this Man is no longer the Man you knew.
Accept the fact that he has another Woman in his life now.
Tell the gossipmongers to go F*** themselves and leave you alone.
Make goals for yourself.
Maybe join the Y and get some excercise or take a class.
Do some gardening.
Repaint the walls in colors you like.
Pack up the old photos and memories.
You are too young to sit around and waste your life feeling sorry for yourself.
You are too old to be acting like a loopy teenager who has had her heart broken.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
