I`m getting back on track with LRT. Managed to smile and wish H `Good Morning` yesterday and from the moment I got up changed everything about my routine as I`d promised myself. That change seems to have given me and extra fillup plus of course, it makes me more unpredicatable in H`s eyes. Anyway, its going to be the key to my LRT for the foreseeable future.

H had the day off. Didn`t do anything around the house that I notice-apart from collect the post and hide my payslip somewhere. No I didn`t mention it. My salary goes straight to the bank so he can keep the payslip if he wants.Anyway, it`s probably his way of rising me so I`m not taking the bait.

He didn`t come home for dinner-went to a match and rang from the pub to check where DS13 was as he was supposed to collect him. I said I`d do it. H didn`t come home until early in the am.

Fine, I`m not getting annoyed about that either.(another 180 for me) In fact I drove him out to collect his car this am as he took a taxi home.

Went to visit friends last night with the kids-that got me out of wondering about where H was and what he was doing and I`ve more stuff planned for us today.