John, I think I am getting out of the cycle. I don't want him to come back home right now. I want to figure out me. This summer will be great b/c I will be home with the kids, only 3 more days of school! Time to get my house in order, literally, get my house and yard the way I want them to be.
Plus I am putting the kids in day camp 2 days/week during the summer and I will take off when Dan has them in the evenings. So I am going to start finding things for me to do. Think I will find a nice driving range and a course that offers lessons...do some running...put in a butterfly garden...not sure what else yet, need to think about it.
And trust me, when I do eventually have a good, honest, loving man in my life (I know my LLs now--quality time and words of affirmation), I will appreciate it!
