no, did not take a walk. Just too much to deal with today. I went to B & N and walked out, bc looking thru all the self help books made me feel even worse. I am not ready today. I felt strong this morning and now a sort of "numb" is settling in between the bouts of weeping.

I did rent out Yes Man and the Women. I will start that.

I just cannot keep this up for much longer. I need a break.


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09