BND, I feel the same way as you did. I basically wasted two years of my life, waiting. I should have gone back to school. I should have gotten some skills to get a good job. And I cant get those years back.
That is why I am trying to really and truly start my life. I do not want to be a year from now having not done anything for me. I know I have changed and grown, but I did not do things that I should have, that I needed to.
