Geez, I'm gone for a few days and I've missed pages of your thread. I'm still offline btw, I'm using the library while D9's at art club. Anyway, just thinking some things after catching up, and you know I'm just about the harshest critic of your Wow, but I'm thinking maybe you should lower your expectations and not expecting too much too quickly, and just go day at a time. Maybe your M will work out or not, no guarantees, but you don't have to decide to give up today or tomorrow. See where it goes.... Karen
