I just wanted to say that I understand how you are feeling. To be tugged back and forth takes its toll, whether its right or wrong, or the other person cannot help it, doesn't make it any easier for you to deal with.
I hope you are able to find some peaceful understanding with your wife and you both can start a new.
Blessings~
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
