WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 8

[confusedinpa]

If that's what you want sure, but it will get YOU nowhere because you are looking to her for YOUR happiness.

OK - now I'm back to confused.

So the person I want to be would go after who I want (not who I need, but who I want). I would do that by showing her that I care and am interested. I do that not because I need her to be happy, but it's just someone I want.

But that's against the DB/DR Dark/Dim.

So what do I do?!?!

Lost and confused....