Sorry to that you find yourself here and your sitch. You're going to find a number of great people on here who will help you especially when the chips are down. Don't despair.
In terms of your question. If you need the support, then I would suggest you go back to your hometown. It was your H's decision to leave, NOT yours. You have the right to live wherever you feel the most comfortable. If he doesn't like it, well he shouldn't have left in the first place.
I also have to ask...is there OW? If he was soliciting for one, then he might have one already on the side that you don't know about.
What were his reasons for leaving? Can you give us a little more background?
Again, keep the faith and post often.
stuck
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
