I hear ya, but patience is the name of this game. You have made it clear that it's ALL WORTH it to you so you have to play by her rules. It's on her timeline not yours. If I said it would take another year of this would you quit? I didn't think so so just keep on praying/loving/respecting/VALIDATING/supporting/LISTENING/piecing/FORGIVING/LIVING/LEARNING/READING/SEARCHING/reassuring/caring/PATIENCE.... You get the pic ;-)