I am struggling, and my faith has been shattered in a way I cannot even explain. I found solace in my church, and now I don't. I want to know what the meaning of all of this is, and am struggling to find answers. I just want to scream, and never stop. I have cried more tears in the last month that I have in my lifetime, and I don't see an end to them anytime soon. These two men were a member of three of the most important men in my life, the other being my father, and they are both gone. I feel guilty talking to my friends, even some I have met here, because I know everyone is going through a rough time, and so mostly I keep it to myself. And now I feel like I am teetering on the edge of a breakdown, and am not sure exactly how to come back from this.
The great thing about friends is that most are give and take.
DBing becomes a way of life for us now. With that comes the giving back.
Most DB'ers at some point would rather give back than take, just part of our nature.
There isn't a person here that would not give you their ear to get you through a very tough time in your life....
You come back from this one step at a time...one foot on front of the other...
With your friends holding you up through the slippery parts...
Lola...you are a DB'er...and a survivor...don't ever doubt yourself.
