I have been reading alot of threads in MLC lately, and it saddens me.

It brings back memories of a much darker time in my life.

It also frustrates me because so many people are forgetting how to live their lives and are just existing.

There is nothing wrong with being a stander, and standing for your Marriage.

But there is absolutely no reason to stop doing things for yourself, and stop enjoying your life just because your Spouse is off in la la land.

One of my biggest regrets is that I didn't do more with my time when my Husband was in MLC.

I think I basically spent over 2 years watching the clock.

I had the opportunity to go back to school but was too afraid.
I had the opportunity to visit people but was too afraid.
I had the opportunity to travel but was too afraid.

Afraid of what? I am not sure. But what I do know is that although I worked on myself and my own issues I didn't really do things for myself that could have made a difference in my life.

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.