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Thanks for everyone's support I am glad to have the input.

@everyone- Thanks for the good luck wishes, the presentation went well, very relaxed and smooth. I have another one to give this thursday, harder and still need to write it! eek.

@hopefulineg-your activities sounds great. I would like ballroom dancing if I could get up the nerve to go alone. It is something H and I talked about doing but never actually got around to do. I will definitely try some new things once my class lets up.

@ judy- I'm still thinking on the counselling thing, thanks for the input. #1 problem right now is having trouble making decisions!

@Kara- sounds as if you are doing well coming along with 180's and GAL and it has taken me a lot of prayer as well to get this far. I like the tip about the success stories. I am looking forward to leaping tall buildings soon, but maybe should start with small buildings and work my way up.

I am having trouble with my 180s. I have identified and begun some and I do feel better in myself for quite a few. I don't think H notices any tho and we hardly see each other so feel there is no way to show my improvements.

When discussing 'improvements' I'd like to make with friends they tell me point blank I'm being too hard on myself and need to let up. I don't know, maybe I am just looking with harsh honesty?

So I resisted contacting H eventho I really want to know what's going on with his sitch???

I got an email today from him saying

hope you had a nice week. sorry (he) didnt get back to me about the laptop, been busy. Did I still need him to look at it? if so he could do it on his lunch today. Hope everything is going well the weather is sh*t isn't it? have a good one. -H

I didn't even get it before lunch time and I haven't answered. don't know if I should or will?? to be honest it just makes me angry. But then I have been feeling pretty angry this week about things as a whole.