WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 8

[confusedinpa]

I know I have to detach. It comes and goes, so I guess I'm really not detached.

I was bummed that I really didn't get a chance to spend much time with her when we were at my 3 year old's baseball game. My 7 year old wanted to go play on the climber/swings instead so she went with him and I stayed with my 3 year old. I had thought we would have gotten to spend more time together.

I did have fun with my 3 year old and had gotten annoyed with my 7 year old for doing that. I know it was wrong to be annoyed with my 7 year old as he was just being a 7 year old. I think part of it was that it all started when the coach was talking to us and my 7 year old kept interrupting so I asked him to wait. He then started to cry/sulk and went to my wife saying he wanted to play on the swing/climber instead.

I tried to make it up to him last nite and we had his favorite dinner as a surprise (domino's pizza - I know, go figure).

Oh well.....