Well, I knew I should not have done it, but I did. I called the D attorney bc when H gave me the D papers, he told me I was supposed to have the 'financial disclosure form' turned in within 3 weeks and I will be at 3 weeks this tuesday.

Well, the short story......I don't have to have it in by 3 weeks...........and he has turned his in this week. The other shoe just dropped for me.

What more is there to say.

But, I am not turning this or any other paperwork in until he tells me WHY he wants to file for divorce. He wants space while going ahead with the D?

I just do not know if I will be able to do this. He isn't thinking anything over....he has made his plan and he is carrying it out.

I am making it easy for him cuz he has no contact with me and I am not his responsibility anymore. I really hope I am doing the right thing. Its like at every turn, this just doesn't look good. I think I am at a <5% chance of recovery now.

Its like one step forward, 2 steps back.

I don't know.........I guess in a way nothing has changed. He has filed for D and he is just doing the steps asked of him from the Lawyer. I guess all this means is that he is filing for D.

Ok. I will get on with my day.
sigh.


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09