Thank you for all of the encouraging words. Yes I do have alot of questions that I need to answer for myself. She has said some really ugly things, and calls me all the time for money. I feel like I have a bill collector hounding me. BTW I have always complied and provided money for her and the kids. I am not one of those dead beat dads.
Anyhow, the confusion of feelings is just so overwhelming at times. I know i'm not telling you guys anything new. AUGH! sometimes I just scream "Why me, Why my family?"
