I've read many of your posts, and I just wanted to tell you that I am very sorry for the loss of your brother.
I'm thinking of you (many of us here are!) and I wish you better days. You have travelled a very long, bumpy road. I hope you find peace and happiness soon.
We are all alone, yet we have each other here.
Me: 46 W: 46 M: 9.5 yrs D4, D9 D filed by her 11/3/08 Agrees to try rec at mediation 1/28/09 Says she still wants D in counseling 3/25/09 W and I back in DB counseling (!) 8/20/09 3rd Bomb 9/2/09