Thanks for your post.......it really means something so thanks I have been trying to do the honest thing and stand for my marriage; quietly with God but I have lost mostly all of my faith at his time which is frightening. I have never lost my faith before. I am literally taking one day as it comes........I feel I am in so much pan; a lot of it delayed I can see that my sitch is going to get a lot worse before it gets better and I am struggling with how i am going to deal with that I dont recognise my H; I have no idea what he has done or is doing