SoConfused I really dont think they mean to hurt me. I just dont understand why my xh cant let the talk about me go.
I am having a bad evening tonight for some reason. I am really missing him right now. I havent felt this way in a long time. Sometimes I get soooo lonely and right now I am just longing to hear is voice. I would love to call him, but I cant. I am doing so well about not contacting him and I cant do it. I think if I just heard his voice once in a while it would help me but would it? I mean truly, would it help me or make things worse for me? Putting him out of my life cold turkey is hurting me so much at times. I dont know if I can do this.
