I just re-read my first post. I sure sounded positive. I am not sure why but it was easier to be positive that first weekend being alone. Maybe it was because I knew H was coming over that Monday to have dinner.

Then there was the fire. Coping with that, though. Difficult, yes, but right now beyond my control. Trying to make the best of staying in a hotel room for the next few months (free Happy Hour on weekdays \:D )

I am feeling down right now, because of some occurances over the past few days, too complicated to describe. Got my hair done and eyebrows waxed today, but still feel down. Hard to concentrate at work.

Goals for the weekend:
Buy some new books (have always liked to read)
Rent "Yes Man"
Go for a bikeride if weather is good
Buy a new bathing suit
Say, "I like myself" more often
Think about upcoming trip to friend's house over Memorial Day weekend.


Last edited by judyc; 05/15/09 02:39 AM.

Me: 48
H: 47
M: 16 years
Separated: 4/24/09
3 cats, no kids
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