I am new here too, going through the same pain as you. What you said about packing for your fishing trip really resonated with me. I have a digital picture frame (given to me last year by my H) on my desk at work, and most of the pictures are of H and I enjoying the great times we've had since we've been together. It got so painful that today I stopped the slideshow and just froze it on a picture of one of our cats.
Have a great time on your trip!
Me: 48 H: 47 M: 16 years Separated: 4/24/09 3 cats, no kids My Story