Hard to keep my head away from finding that old familiar groove. I keep striving for grace, but it always seems so far away. I just got my period today, to boot. And a giant canker sore that is tearing through my lower lip and making it impossible to talk or eat (anyone have a remedy to try? I even tried homeopathic - did squat).

I called the dr on the way home tonight; been sleeping or sleepy WAY too much. Doesn't feel like the depression (really - today was unusual as of late), but maybe a side-effect of the meds...?

Life has never been so hard as these last few years. I am just grateful for what I have left.