The adventure continues--the saga

[AFWAW]

Ok, I hear you guys and I've done the soul searching on all this stuff--I know where I need to focus if the wife was to come home. The problem is she doesn't want to.

Just got a call from her--she complained that D didn't want to talk to her--I told her D doesn't like to talk on the phone and that she talked to me a long time about her day. She asked if I was ok--yes. She asked why it's taking me so long to get past all of this--I said I don't know. She said I really want us to get along and I really want to be able to trust you. I said trust me about what? She said I think you're going to do something vindicitive. I said, ok why do you think that? I said, Have you ever seen me do anything vindictive? She said no. I said ok, then why would you think I would do something then? Obviously, she's done something wrong and she needs to be punished or she wouldn't be acting this way. She said if we are meant to be together then we will be--translation--I'm never coming home! Ok, she rehashed some stuff again--yep, here's my validation AGAIN. Yes, I understand and I can only tell you that I'm committed to us and our marriage if you want to come home and work on it. I cannot change the past but I can make for a better future. SOS, over and over again. She asked what time should she come over Saturday and said I don't think I'll spend the night. Ok, whatever.

I'm tired of posting and don't think I will for a few days. Thanks you guys for your support today and the last few days.