Well, the child support is a sore subject for me. I've started the process and I hate that I have to do this. I feel like I am doing something "to him". But, I have to. I have to. After everything he has put me through and the way he has treated me, why does it still hurt to know that I am going to be hurting him even though he did this to himself. OMG...I am totally co-dependant. I just have to dust off my balls and get moving.....
Sorry, I just hate that it has come to this. Today has been a little cathartic for me...posting to SO2...made me realize that I really need to heed my own advice. It makes total sense and seems so perfectly logical and easy looking from the outside in. It truly is a different story to turn the focus to your own issues. But, it helped to give some advice...even if I haven't been the greatest success story in the world or even the room.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
