Well looks like it's over...

Got a call from W on the way home from work, WHILE she's making dinner for the kids that she wants to talk about the D.
W: Talked to L and he is going to make a court date but I was hoping we could work this out ourselves...
Me: (shocked)Ok give me something from YOU not L that you think is fair.
W: I thought we could do this together
Me: ummmm no just come up with something you think is fair
W: What do you think is fair
Me: for us to fix M
W: For D
Me: I don't want this you do come up with something
W: I'm not sure what do you think
Me: 50:50
W: not going to happen
Me: Well come up...
W: Ok I want it all...
Me: Not going to happen, I'm going to go we're not getting anywhere
W: so you're just going to hang up on me
Me: No bye
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So I guess me thinking these last two weeks she was having second thoughts well I guess not. I'm really fine with it at this point MUCH MUCH MUCH more po'd than hurt or sad. I really think she thinks that we're going to be best buddies after a D and nothing will change from the way we've been. She's wrong. I've going as dark as dark can be, not in any way to save M but my sanity.


Me:40
W: 39
T: 17 years
M: 15 years
S-9
D-6
D final 11/10/2009

"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."