Absolutely nothing to reveal AK. Have not had any contact what so ever. Haven't seen him since the blowup. *shrugs* I guess I just want someone to tell me that it isn't hopeless. I have no other choice than to GAL, take care of me, and appreciate what I have. \:\)

"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."