So lonely

[Ready2Change]

Feeling the feelings is good. Just don't let spouse see them...In private at home works. Venting here on the website.


I pray for positive change in ME. I pray for strength. I pray for Patience. I pray to listen better.....

For human touch, I get massages, facials, haircuts, pedicures....Hugs from my kids......Petting dogs and cats works too....

I was never a big toucher before going through this. I now instigate touch with other people, hand on a shoulder etc......

I have touchy friends. My gal pal touches a lot (non sexual). She gives me hugs.....

Women in line or walking past smell nice. I enjoy that. I am even bold enough now to ask about the fragrance if I like it....Compliments go along way too....

I am nurturing many relationships. I listen better.