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[MichelleLT]

See! Everything works out.

Glad you got the ride thing sorted out, and glad you mom is helping out with the finances more.

Obviously it's just my opinion, but I think letting people at your church know your situation can only provide them opportunities to be good samaritans and help a fellow member in need, so I am in favor of it LOL.

(((Mishka)))

[Reincarnated]

You've gotten tons of good advice...just keep reaching out. And get the priority back on YOU - if you don't take care of you, who will be there for Marc and your mom? Go to a doctor and ask about spreading payments out. They read the papers and know the financial sitch of the nation - they became doctors to help people, and most are willing to set up a payment schedule with you.
Go to an ER as a Jane Doe - they can't refuse to treat. Something....

[mishka422]

Stomach is much better today. Started drinking Aloe Vera juice mixed with some apple juice on the recommendation of a friend of mine who is a holistic healer. It's helping A LOT!

[naej]

Hi Mishka, glad your feeling better, but keep an eye on things, you don't want to be just masking the symptons.
I keep an aloe plant in the kitchen, great for burns,just break a leaf off and squeeze out the gel.

The juice here is really expensive, but good I know.
Take care.

[mishka422]

Yeah, the juice is pretty expensive but cheaper than the doctor visit and meds. We'll see how it goes.

I used to have an aloe plant in my back yard when I lived in CA and used it for all sorts of things. I don't think our climate here would support one outside but I could try indoor. Of course, I can kill the 'unkillable' plants!

[mishka422]

Update - the juice is still working marvelously! I'm so happy it has. That pain was incredible.

You would think that after 6 days of not eating more than a few bites of anything and those first few days of throwing up I would have lost some weight.....WRONG! Still the same hideous weight.

[kissak]

Hi Mishka! Hope you are feeling better today!

[naej]

Hey Mish, glad the juice is still working but I hope you are back to eating normally by now.
You have got to keep your strength up you know.
For what I have no idea but my mum always said it so it must be true

BTW what weights hideous? maybe your just too short. Stretching exercises thats what you need.

[mishka422]

Stretching exercises thats what you need.

That is what I'm going with naej! Good one.

What weight is hideous? Mine. You think I'm putting that number out there? NOT!

I am short though, 5'5" is pretty short but I'm as wide as I am tall so there you go.

[MichelleLT]

Stretching is very healthy! And useful!

It's just a number. What's more important is how you feel. Take care of you and try not to focus so much on what society thinks is fat/thin/whatever. You are an absolutely beautiful person and that's way better than being a model with an ugly personality!