u are so right, thank you. i know he is home, and i should be relieved of that, the couch bothers me because he went from sleeping in bed with me, to not. i think that is what hurts.

i was so proud in my decision to pull back yesterday - and he sucked me back in. he noticed it right away, was all nice and talkative last night.

today i went into the store and had to talk to him, and he was fine. then i had to call him regarding meeting with our accoutant and he went back to his old self, saying he will see, that the appt i made was not good etc.

i wish i could detach and pull back more, but with the business stuff it is kinda hard.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09