Lunch wasn't that good. She said it feels like everytime that she wants to come home and work things out there's a sign. Yesterday's sign was apparently me not taking her calls. She told me she's probably never going to make a move to call or see her parents again. The conversation quickly turned to stuff I've said and done over the years and to be frank a lot of it was accurate and I can see where she wouldn't want to come home. She said she's applying to go in the Army now--ok, whatever. She said she would like to come over Saturday and spend the day and night w/ us. She said she doesn't think she can move home. In the car, she got so angry and told me that she didn't think I would be able to take care of her. Then she started rehasing everything again. It was painful to hear. I really didn't know what to say and other than validating I don't know what else to do. If she doesn't come home there's not much I can do to show her how much I love and want her. As we pulled up to her work, she said I think you may just have to come to the realization that this might be over.

So, she still can't get past all the stuff from over the years and unless she can I don't see much hope of moving forward with her. So, back to planning a future without her again.


M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!