Hello All! I am still here! I am ok. It's still the roller coaster ride. But I guess the most important thing to note as of late the OW did distance herself from my H. She even contacted me to let me know as much, including sending me some emails trying to blow him off. He and I have talked about it and he says that is done they really are just friends. At this point in time, I say, Whatever. I'm going on vacation with my little guy today. I can't wait. I'm going to take the week for me and no one else, grandmommy and granddaddy are going to focus on my little guy for me and I'm just going to not think and hopefully become a little bit stupid, and relaxed! Love you all for checking on me. I'll be in touch, you all stay strong!