Game Over?

[dday101798]

Just logging last nights event.

Visitation with the boys much the same for a Wednesday night, quick dinner and bowling. Boys were quite a handful with each other. Constantly fussing and what not. Can't wait til we can go back to the local bar and grill like we used to. We all enjoyed that so much and it is conciderably cheaper than the current option.

S10 informed last week of an upcoming play at school he is in, well last night he drops the bomb one is today at 1:30 and the second on Friday at 9am. He said she is going to the one today, and after I told him I am half staffed at work today so I'll go on Friday, he said "yeah, Mom's going to the one tomorrow so that's probably not a good idea you go to that." Curiously I looked at him and said why not? We can be the same room together, let alone a crowded gymnasium. He grinned and said it would be nice if we went together. I just left it at that.

On the way back, we stopped for ice cream and was running late, called STBX and let her know we'd be about 5-10 minutes late, she said no problem.

When I dropped them off, she came out for a smoke. Asked me for a light, I think on purpose, she got uncomfortably close and made sure to put her left hand in front of my face to notice a new ring on her finger. Didn't bother me and I was as casual as can be. Once again, seemed to kind of get under her skin that I didn't get upset or anything.

I was over all uncomfortable as a thunderstorm was rolling in with lighting everywhere. We used to love to just sit on the porch and be together thru the entire storm. That felt a bit odd. Another oddity, when I picked them up, she gave me a door mat with "our" inital "W" for my last name, identical to the one we had at "our house". That caught me off guard and she detected that and said, "well, it could be a "w" or a "M" (for my cousin I now live with).

After I left she called me about the play schedule, almost to try and make sure I knew she was going to the one today. I have a gut feeling all this will be easier to manuever through once the D is done.