Hi Julia,

I hope you are well. I appreciate you reading my post from early morning, I felt terrible and I hate to admit it but I just curled up into a ball with my duvet around me on the floor.

I just wish I could keep on a reasonably even keel, as one minute I feel ok'ish, and then the next minute I am in complete despair and feel very frightened for the future. My W has detached from me without a shadow of a doubt, and now I feel I just have to do all the things we have discussed.

It is just so incredibly painful.


Bomb dropped: 19/12/08
Me:48
WAW:41
D:10
S:6
Married: 15 years