Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

The trip was good.... strange new places for me...

d12 got upset with me for several different things. New boundaries, new life, and she said she realized that I am "moving on". This is what i told her...and I believe this is waht is right for me...

"If ur dad came to me and said hey i am going to counseling..and pursued a friendship with me I WOULD definately befriend him. I would listen and all that jazz...but he isn't... BUT IF he did I would. AND IF THAT took us to a place where we began dating then I would date him...but the truth is...he isn't, hasn't and doesn't want a friendship and/or relationship with me. AND I am moving forwarding...but NOT moving on..."

She got it. Moving forward....doing what I need to do for me to be healthy, financially secure and spriritually sound. MOVING FORWARD.... dating and all that other stuff?? not even on my plate right now... I am kinda ok with just doing my own thing... at least for now. To be honest right now this single thing is ok.