So.. I arrived at the airport little past my daughters bedtime. I had a VM when I turned my cell phone back on and it was from daughter asking me to call. Knew it was too late so I just texted wifes phone with a message to daughter. Then phone rings and wife starts telling me about how bad a day she had. (it did suck) Then she asks me how my trip was and how my meeting and new job are going.... hasn't asked about my life in a long time ????
But I am thinking it is just her "having a need" again and me filling it. But the interest in my stuff was odd.
I fought the urge to say "and why aren't you calling your boyfriend about this?
Actually in a fair assessment I got off the phone and thought I was way too mellow. I need to get myself back (I mean the one I was about five years ago. I feel like I talk to her and either am on pins and needles or I am seeking her approval. Pathetic and weak.... I'd blame it on being tired and just trying to listen instead of talk but I know there is something else buried in my head.... need to get rid of that somehow... don't like it... perhaps I can use a rock????????????/
Well thanks for reading... I am off to sleep. Hope everyone had a great day!
