Snapped myself out of that lil' funk! Went to my tennis/cardio class tonight and laughed a lot again. We run all over the court chasing balls and giggling like kids!
Reminds me to find joy in little things... a good book, music, emailing with an old friend. Stuff just for me and amazingly I feel better. Also, when I'm feeling hopeless (like earlier today) a quick prayer to thank God for His comfort and love. I have to Let Go, and Let God do His work.
This is my time to work on me - my shortcomings, my judgments and agendas - and my H's time to work on himself, as he chooses. It's tough being in the dark without any communication but maybe it's necessary to teach me better patience and true unconditional love.
