Oh, and Kett- you may be right. I may be pushing too hard. He really thinks he's trying and I guess he is. We ML when we went away for the weekend, and then this weekend he got up early to make me mother's day breakfast, but didn't ML this weekend. (goodness knows it will NEVER happen on a weknight!) So all that was so nice he can't understand what I have to be unhappy about.

But I am unhappy. Unhappy that I found him watching that porn, unhappy that he almost immediately turns off after we ML and starts talking about the kids or my mother or his mother or ANYTHING unsexy before the sweat even dries, oh just not happy about a lot of stuff. Trying to get happy now so I'll stop.