given that this last R was pretty hectic to say the least, I'd think it's normal you feel that way, that doesnt' mean you'll always feel that way. After you are all healed and gotten things on the right track then you reassess what you want. There is no hurry, go at your own pace, we all have learned here that we dont' need a R with someone else to be happy. Live one day at a time G.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
