Re: Porn. At the time he promised he would not ever never again, and I have not caught him at it, really. About a week and a half ago, I did catch a glimpse on TV and he pretended he was surfing and changed the channel fast. It was a glimpse only so I cannot be sure, but I had a strong feeling. He does leave certain facts out sometimes to avoid conflict. There was a time about two years ago that he went to a strip club on a business trip, and he failed to mention it to me. Then I found a t-shirt from the club while unpacking his suitcase. So dumb, cause I would have been ok if he had just told me about it. And I have always told him that I know there are times in a guys life when he ends up in a strip club, like it or not (bachelor parties, etc.) and I am ok with him being there as long as no lap dances and he tells me about it. So why didn't he tell me? He says he didn't want to start a fight.
OK, so here's my big question. How do I act happy when I am miserable? I just called him to ask a question about our e mail account and he was totally snippy. I thought things were at least a little better before he left this morning. I guess I was wrong. So how do I plaster a smile on my face when he walks in the door?
