Thanks for the encouragement. Joining a beginners group is a great idea. I know I can't run the whole thing, but it'll be fun.

I'm having a tough day and I don't know exactly why. I took the day off from work and went to a baseball game with a male friend of mine and his sister. It was fun, but I found myself thinking about my H so much! I also got a text from H during the game that he'd transferred a cc balance to a new card, so I could close mine. Another sign that he's taking some responsibility, which is good.

I tried to reach out with a 'what's new with u' text, but he didn't have much to say and I know I can't push.

I know that GAL is what I need to do, but sometimes it just stinks. I wish we could just talk... no romance, no ILYs, I just want some conversation! Ugh!