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[AliSuddenly]

Hey Mish, I'm so sorry you are having such a tough time...

Can you try and get a little more help from somewhere? Can you ask your Mum for the money for a doctor visit?? I know you didnt want to.. but can you ask your Mum to give you more money each month out of her allowance, seeing as she lives with you? Even if its just a temporary thing for a couple of months until you get straight again?

And as for Marc.. can you ask Gabe to take him to summer school (demand he helps out more there, seeing as he doesnt want to move because of his son?). What about your community? You are involved with the Church, can you post a notice asking if anyone is driving that way in the mornings who can drop him off or something?? Or are there any Mums at the school you could contact and ask them for any help? You can pay these people back when you are stronger...

You cant be superwoman and the ulcer, or whatever it is is your bpdies way of telling you that. I dont care if Gabe is with the broom/out of work/poorer/busier than you are.. get him round for a pow wow, tell him you have been sick and NEED HIM TO HELP YOU AND MARC MORE! With his time and money I mean.

Hugs to you Mish..I swear these challenging stars you are under WILL lift and it will get better... but the wheels are turning still so you gotta hang in there for now.

Al xxx